// You make me laugh.//

yeah, you smile in my face.

you walk away, your hair whipping by like razor blades on strings of craie.

tell me, now.

were you afraid?

afraid i’d take your eyes away?

I’d tie your hands behind your back and watch the tears roll down your face?

Why?

Was there ever a day i ripped you apart,

from head to toe left dripping in pain?

in your own blood?

You make me laugh, knowing nothing went wrong.

you make me laugh, your stupidity.

you make me laugh, fool.

you make me laugh.

Walk forward with regrets.

You lived.

Walk forward without regrets.

You never lived.

Living a lie like there’s no other way,

you’ve got your head in the clouds

and nothing’s going your way.

I wonder why.

Did you think about what would happen?

Did you listen to the voice inside your head?

Did you keep on thinking you’d be able to get away with whatever’s left inside those empty words of hurt?

Stop.